I would get down on myself a lot and beat up on myself for what I have done. I have learned that we are not listening to the Holy Ghost when we do that and are in a way rejecting the Atonement in our lives. I know that our Savior suffered and died for me and my sins so that he could know how to help me in this life to return to live with him. I know he blesses us with trials and gives us weaknesses so that if we are humble, he will make them strong. Ether 12:27.
This week has been interesting. We have been working a lot and doing our absolute best to complete with our objective. We work all day and some times we only find 2 people that will even talk to us. Being a missionary is hard but it is worth it. I love being here and I know that I can do this. The mission is changing my life for the good. I love it!! I can't believe that TYLER KNIGHTON WAS BAPTIZED!! I really want his email if someone can get it for me!!
Well don't ever look back. Don't ever think you are lost or without help. Trust in the Lord with all of your heart, and let him work miracles in your lives. I know he will and that he loves us. Lose yourselves in the service of others and you will be blessed. I love you so so much. Take care and Follow the Lord.